I sometimes think should I be like my aunt? But I think I would be overestimating myself.
Lead a normal life? Leaving the stable”guy of my life” now for a possible better or worse other half? Or lead a life of a 21st century independent woman?
Put all these into consideration, I choose the “safe” way. Definitely not the best but secured.
I’m always told that I’m not firm enough. At work, to friends, to relationships. Do not know how to reject people request. Let people push around like a ball.
If I could just a bit more firm in my thinking, probably I wouldn’t have ended up with the “guy of my life “, studying in a loser university. Probably I will live more carefreely.
Firmness to me is to be straight forward n blunt about my thoughts. And I must say I do not have the nicest n goody shoes thinking like how I look.
I think like my aunt.
